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[SSL 305]"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>An exploration of the wounded inner child and how certain temptations and misguided desires start early on in us when we are vulnerable and young and then experience instability, loss, or pain.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>After you listen, go to PART II at the substack page here &#x2b07;&#xfe0f; for more: <a href=\"https:\/\/sparkmymuse.substack.com\/publish\/post\/143641616\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noreferrer noopener\">https:\/\/sparkmymuse.substack.com\/publish\/post\/143641616<\/a><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<iframe loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/player.blubrry.com\/?podcast_id=132125011&amp;media_url=https%3A%2F%2Fmedia.blubrry.com%2Fspark_my_muse%2Fcontent.blubrry.com%2Fspark_my_muse%2Fwho_were_you_before_SSL_305.mp3\" scrolling=\"no\" width=\"100%\" height=\"165\" frameborder=\"0\" id=\"blubrryplayer-1\" class=\"blubrryplayer\" title=\"Blubrry Podcast Player\"><\/iframe><p class=\"powerpress_links powerpress_links_mp3\" style=\"margin-bottom: 1px !important;\">Podcast: <a href=\"https:\/\/media.blubrry.com\/spark_my_muse\/content.blubrry.com\/spark_my_muse\/who_were_you_before_SSL_305.mp3\" class=\"powerpress_link_pinw\" target=\"_blank\" title=\"Play in new window\" onclick=\"return powerpress_pinw('https:\/\/lisadelay.com\/blog\/?powerpress_pinw=26586-podcast');\" rel=\"nofollow\">Play in new window<\/a> | <a href=\"https:\/\/media.blubrry.com\/spark_my_muse\/content.blubrry.com\/spark_my_muse\/who_were_you_before_SSL_305.mp3\" class=\"powerpress_link_d\" title=\"Download\" rel=\"nofollow\" download=\"who_were_you_before_SSL_305.mp3\">Download<\/a> (Duration: 16:00 &#8212; 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