{"id":6465,"date":"2011-10-13T09:30:18","date_gmt":"2011-10-13T14:30:18","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/lisadelay.com\/blog\/?p=6465"},"modified":"2011-10-13T09:30:18","modified_gmt":"2011-10-13T14:30:18","slug":"not-alone-autumn-and-mental-illness-part-iii","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/lisadelay.com\/blog\/not-alone-autumn-and-mental-illness-part-iii\/","title":{"rendered":"&#8220;Not Alone&#8221;: Autumn and Mental Illness (Part III)"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>In our darkest moments it&#8217;s difficult to shake the feeling of aloneness. God may seem so hidden.<\/p>\n<p>In those worst times several things have helped me devotionally and\/or spiritually. One of them is the power of community. I use the strength and prayers of others as my own. I may read (and pray) the lamenting scriptures (like Psalms) when I feel too spiritually dry or weary to pray. I <em>agree<\/em> with the prayers of others for me and hold those prayers in my heart. When I can&#8217;t find the words, or feel the feelings I&#8217;d like to I share in the source and inheritance of the community of Believers for strength that is beyond grasp for me alone.<\/p>\n<p>Today, I am listing two resources that are very helpful for this. Maybe you know someone in the middle of a dark, weary, or dry time. Maybe you are there yourself. <strong>You may feel quite alone<\/strong>. Strangely, that feeling itself can teach us. Since God&#8217;s presence is everywhere, that potent sense of alienation that overtakes our heart can refine in us the faith that does not come through our <em>senses<\/em>. <strong>We can have a &#8220;knowing place&#8221; even if we feel otherwise numb.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>The first <\/strong>resource<strong> book<\/strong> is a collection of stories from people who have felt alone in the throes of depression. Together, they harmonize in a chorus of hope, and in the reality of the provision of our Creator. I think you will appreciate their entires.<\/p>\n<p><iframe loading=\"lazy\" style=\"width: 120px; height: 240px;\" src=\"http:\/\/rcm.amazon.com\/e\/cm?lt1=_blank&amp;bc1=000000&amp;IS2=1&amp;bg1=FFFFFF&amp;fc1=000000&amp;lc1=0000FF&amp;t=thbloflicode-20&amp;o=1&amp;p=8&amp;l=as4&amp;m=amazon&amp;f=ifr&amp;ref=ss_til&amp;asins=0615532675\" frameborder=\"0\" marginwidth=\"0\" marginheight=\"0\" scrolling=\"no\" width=\"320\" height=\"240\"><\/iframe><\/p>\n<p><strong>The second resource is one I&#8217;m reading now.<\/strong> I&#8217;ll include a few quotes, I&#8217;ve read recently, to give you a sense of the power of this book\u2013both for understanding or ministering to those suffering from the pain of mental illness, or for <strong>a tether of grace<\/strong>\u00a0sustaining your hope for a brighter day in recovery from your present darkness.<\/p>\n<blockquote><p><span style=\"color: #008000;\">Forgetfulness deprives our consciousness of great solace&#8230;my memories give me hope. \u00a0p 90<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: #008000;\">Any coherence in the midst of chaos, any sense in the midst of nonsense, in the work of God. p110<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: #008000;\">&#8230;[W]e really have to admit that all our love and all our hopes are ultimately borrowed for God anyway. p116<\/span><\/p><\/blockquote>\n<p><iframe loading=\"lazy\" style=\"width: 120px; height: 240px;\" src=\"http:\/\/rcm.amazon.com\/e\/cm?lt1=_blank&amp;bc1=000000&amp;IS2=1&amp;bg1=FFFFFF&amp;fc1=000000&amp;lc1=0000FF&amp;t=thbloflicode-20&amp;o=1&amp;p=8&amp;l=as4&amp;m=amazon&amp;f=ifr&amp;ref=ss_til&amp;asins=1587431750\" frameborder=\"0\" marginwidth=\"0\" marginheight=\"0\" scrolling=\"no\" width=\"320\" height=\"240\"><\/iframe><\/p>\n<p><strong>Please share <em>your<\/em> thoughts.<br \/>\n<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>Do you have a song of lament today in your heart? You have permission to share it here.<\/strong><\/p>\n<blockquote>\n<h4>Psalm 10<\/h4>\n<p><sup id=\"en-NLT-14018\">1<\/sup>\u00a0O Lord, why do you stand so far away?<br \/>\nWhy do you hide when I am in trouble?<br \/>\n<sup id=\"en-NLT-14019\">2<\/sup>\u00a0The wicked arrogantly hunt down the poor.<br \/>\nLet them be caught in the evil they plan for others.<br \/>\n<sup id=\"en-NLT-14020\">3<\/sup>\u00a0For they brag about their evil desires;<br \/>\nthey praise the greedy and curse the Lord.<\/p>\n<p><sup id=\"en-NLT-14021\">4<\/sup>\u00a0The wicked are too proud to seek God.<br \/>\nThey seem to think that God is dead.<br \/>\n<sup id=\"en-NLT-14022\">5<\/sup>\u00a0Yet they succeed in everything they do.<br \/>\nThey do not see your punishment awaiting them.<br \/>\nThey sneer at all their enemies.<br \/>\n<sup id=\"en-NLT-14023\">6<\/sup>\u00a0They think, \u201cNothing bad will ever happen to us!<br \/>\nWe will be free of trouble forever!\u201d<\/p>\n<p><sup id=\"en-NLT-14024\">7<\/sup>\u00a0Their mouths are full of cursing, lies, and threats.<sup>[<a title=\"See footnote a\" href=\"http:\/\/www.biblegateway.com\/passage\/?search=Psalm%2010&amp;version=NLT#fen-NLT-14024a\">a<\/a>]<\/sup><br \/>\nTrouble and evil are on the tips of their tongues.<br \/>\n<sup id=\"en-NLT-14025\">8<\/sup>\u00a0They lurk in ambush in the villages,<br \/>\nwaiting to murder innocent people.<br \/>\nThey are always searching for helpless victims.<br \/>\n<sup id=\"en-NLT-14026\">9<\/sup>\u00a0Like lions crouched in hiding,<br \/>\nthey wait to pounce on the helpless.<br \/>\nLike hunters they capture the helpless<br \/>\nand drag them away in nets.<br \/>\n<sup id=\"en-NLT-14027\">10<\/sup>\u00a0Their helpless victims are crushed;<br \/>\nthey fall beneath the strength of the wicked.<br \/>\n<sup id=\"en-NLT-14028\">11<\/sup>\u00a0The wicked think, \u201cGod isn\u2019t watching us!<br \/>\nHe has closed his eyes and won\u2019t even see what we do!\u201d<\/p>\n<p><sup id=\"en-NLT-14029\">12<\/sup>\u00a0Arise, O Lord!<br \/>\nPunish the wicked, O God!<br \/>\nDo not ignore the helpless!<br \/>\n<sup id=\"en-NLT-14030\">13<\/sup>\u00a0Why do the wicked get away with despising God?<br \/>\nThey think, \u201cGod will never call us to account.\u201d<br \/>\n<sup id=\"en-NLT-14031\">14<\/sup>\u00a0But you see the trouble and grief they cause.<br \/>\nYou take note of it and punish them.<br \/>\nThe helpless put their trust in you.<br \/>\nYou defend the orphans.<\/p><\/blockquote>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Not Alone&#8230;resources for depression, and more.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[5,9,76],"tags":[5188,6535,6536,5189,13,17,911,5191,18,5190,34,37,5192,1927,5187,2191,51,56,2723],"class_list":["post-6465","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-authors","category-books","category-spirituality","tag-alise-wright","tag-authors","tag-books","tag-chad-jones","tag-christianity","tag-community","tag-dark-night-of-the-soul","tag-darkness","tag-depression","tag-gloomy","tag-grief","tag-hope","tag-kathryn-greene-mccreight","tag-king-david","tag-lament","tag-mental-health","tag-ministry","tag-pain","tag-psalms"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/lisadelay.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6465","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/lisadelay.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/lisadelay.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/lisadelay.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/lisadelay.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=6465"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/lisadelay.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6465\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":6468,"href":"https:\/\/lisadelay.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6465\/revisions\/6468"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/lisadelay.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=6465"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/lisadelay.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=6465"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/lisadelay.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=6465"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}